Sunday, August 22, 2004
hot day!

felt so nice this morning. woke up at almost 9. my thighs weren't feeling that bad alr cos i used deep heating rub (: then realised that my itchy fingers took off my ankle guard in the middle of the night without my knowing. haha. was early for church for once in a long time. oops. haha. yeah. couldnt really seem to pay attention to the msg tho. just felt tired still. like last week. and these next two weeks are sure to be super busy and draining. grr. went for lunch at lavender st hawker centre. nice fishball noodles. asked the auntie to add chilli but it wasnt that hot till i added the cut chilli which was shiok! hahas. gonna have chilli crab for dinner. i cant wait (: thot i would take an afternoon nap but ended up reading 8 days and listening to my new maroon 5 cd, songs about jane. only recognised a few songs tho. but this one's nice

she will be loved

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

gna watch li jia wei play now! ta.

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yes im supposed to be finishing up bits of physics but im slacking. li jia wei lost! so sad. to that korean great defence girl. grr. so wasted yesterday's match between her and the 40th ranking in the world. she could have won and got into the finals. the chilli crab was nice but not ask shiok as expected. oh well.

"Guard your steps when you go to the house of God. Go near to listen rather than to offer the sacrifice of fools, who do not know that they do wrong. Do not be quick with your mouth, do not be hasty in your heart to utter anything before God. God is in heaven and you are on earth, so let your words be few. As a dream comes when there are many cares, so the speech of a fool when there are many words. When you make a vow to God, do not delay in fulfilling it. He has no pleasure in fools; fulfil your vow. It is better not to vow than to make a vow and not fulfil it. Do not let your mouth lead you into sin. And do not protest to the temple messenger in anger, "my vow was a mistake." Why should God be angry at what you say and destroy the work of your hands? Much dreaming and many words are meaningless. Therefore stand in awe of God."
-Ecclesiastes 5:1-7


at 5:49 PM, she let go.