Sunday, October 31, 2004
a short one!

hello! -waves!

church peeps who helped out in the fair today, thanks a lot (: we really appreciated your service and blahblah (: for those who have exams, continue to study hard and put in ur best, it'll be over before u know it (:


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Thursday, October 28, 2004

hello (: just came back from school. talked about a whole lot of things with jiaxin and cyn and geri and han and whoever else after school... was really like A LOT. really scared for my cca now. afraid that they'll merge it with some other cca and form some stupid society... cos it happened to mits + lib + ava, eldds + debate and cldds + chi calligraphy + weiqi. then netball band and co were given like targets (syf, national zonal competitions) to achieve or else.... yeah. freakky!

sorta finished sec 3 and 4. like 1.5 more chapters for sec 3 so will start sec 2 and 1 later. going to spotlight tmr with liz and doing banner (: fun fun. tonight's p6 grad night. all the propaganda. and during physics we slacked again. was studying in canteen with ling and lou. didnt want to go to the lib cos got aircon and sofa and we were afraid we'll fall asleep. ahah. then in the canteen, lirong (s4) called p10 and got in! then all her classmates were singing the otelli edwards advert for her! and they dedicated to "sexy teacher" cym. HAHA! and lirong talked alot to her and it was broadcasted. they even borrowed uncle mobeen's radio so they could hear. and the whole canteen was laughing when they did it cos they sang the advert thing very loud. (the next table behind us) everyone turn lah! haha. stupid. was really funny.

stressed. or rather scared. chi o's is in 4 days. food fair is in 3 days. but at least i have the concert to look forward to. on sat night (: and next sat night too. haha. dont think i'll make it for yf on the 6th cos of open house (which is rather stupid) we are supposed to give the people an idea of what a day in st nix will be like. and the open house is from 2-5. oh wow.

gonna watch teevee!

at 7:53 PM, she let go.

Tuesday, October 26, 2004
shampoo got into my eye!

6 more days to o's! oh no... so scary! im halfway through sec 3. no morning jog today! haha. im such a lazy pok. anw, chi is boring. and went to poll in the middle of the lesson. for like half an hour. haha. chem was quite ok. mrs ang let us of five minutes early cos we wanted to eat. haha. physics mr tey went through the ws and practical. went high with ling, marilyn, gen and linna. we were all trying to do funny things to our mouths. super hilarious ok. very fun (: haha yesterday after school as well. me and marilyn went high for the whole afternoon and i couldnt study after that. haha. cello was quite ok lah. spent 45 minutes eating with jiaxin. RECORD TIME! ahaha. was fun! was watching tv and eating chips with jie just now. right after eating dinner somemore. oops. forgot to add that shampoo got into my eye just now. was so pain!!!! but now its ok alr. hahas.

squished gummy bear

at 9:09 PM, she let go.

Saturday, October 23, 2004
almost there!

lalas. my voice is almost back to normal but still sort of sick la. haha. everyone's falling sick. tessa couldnt come for cca yesterday cos she was running a high fever. cca was quite alright but the packing up seemed so hectic. playing st pauls suite and canon in d for ber's friend's wedding (: i like st pauls suite. its so nice! haha. also have to dig up old thoroughly modern varnish scores for the open house. i'm getting sick of those songs alr. oops. i feel like ripping them apart. (: lessons and more lessons. plus o's which i havent even finished 1 quarter of the studying. im screwed...

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Thursday, October 21, 2004
still sick!

it has been almost a week since i started showing signs of sickness. haha. but im still sick. on monday i used like 10 packets of tissue. my nose was so raw and red. stayed back for mep papers. daddy picked me up. wanted to go to doc before piano but the doctors were closed so went for piano first. then went after piano. some where near ms chew's house. was in and out in like 3 minutes? was really fast. paid 37 for everything. got an mc for tues and wed. when i woke up on tues my nose was cleared so i thot ok. feeling much better so i went to school. then i realised that all the phlegm was still stuck. so i speak funnily. stayed back to help with the souvenirs. wednesday as well. thot i was ok so i went to school. but i still had phlegm stuck. and it was super irritating! and i couldnt get it out, which made things worse. then mep lesson was a total waste of time. they did not teach and made us prepare for the mini musical which is at the end of dec. then all the instrumentalists had nothing to do lah. sit there and stare. and they couldnt let us of early cos of some stupid reason. pfft! helped to clean some candles after that while waiting for daddy.

not in school today cos i think i'll be wasting time. and i need to sleep. ahaha. and study. anyway, VOTE FOR YANHAN (for HEAD PREFECT) and GEN (for HEAD MONITOR) ((: and to jiaxin: get well soon too k... drink lotsa water and rest well!

at 10:15 AM, she let go.

Sunday, October 17, 2004

falala. dont think this is anything good but i shall still say it. im sick (((: hahas. and still ate all that junk food... whoops. think ms chew's gonna be paranoid tmr if i go for her lesson like that. hahas.

went for log meeting in the morning at macs. and then to the supermarket to check out some prices. kept walking in front and kept ending up lost and having to turn back and walk. haha. met chrys and sarah at bugis later. da-bao-ed tako pachi and went to the cathedral with them cos sarah was in worship. that place is huge! did ushering with liz and yewya downstairs. kept hiccuping. service was great. had the fair thingy after that. ate junk. haha. had some chocolate thing and 2 ice cream puffs. (:

went for dinner with brandon, eugene, rah and christina. was so funny ok. i ate so much. like a spicy mc chicken, apple pie, fries and a drink. was so bloated after that. and kept on laughing thanks to some certain people. oh yeah. i hate rah's heels. so high! and really hard to walk. she made me change for a while cos her feet were dying and i was like 'whoa!' went home my self cos daddy was having his own dinner and now im sniffing like nobody's business. woohoo! im sick (:

at 9:42 PM, she let go.

Saturday, October 16, 2004
throat hurts.

bleah think im falling sick again. had fever last night and now i have a sore throat... eeps. went out with rah and chrystal and kelvin yest before the meeting. my popcorn became lao hong. hahas. oh well. meeting was ok but i think we have a lot of things to do. very far behind from my point. went to school this morning to help yanhan and gen with their campaign. became all glittery thanks to han's manager who cleverly suggested glitter deco. oh wow! went to rah's house during lunch time. thot we would be hanging out there but oh well ended up in town AGAIN. ahaha. too much town-ing. me liz rah and chrystal went walking around. from far east to taka. brought liz to try the turkish ice cream (: walked all over far east. then went to topshop and looked around again. me and liz went to surfbabe opp while waiting for sarah to decide what she wanted to use her voucher for and we ended up sitting down beside the escalator. yewya came around then. yeah and we walked around somemore, to taka basement to eat. then sent chrystal to the mrt cos she had to leave. 4 of us walked to moshi moshi and bits & pieces to look at stuff. when we were going to send yewya off we saw pamela! she came back like last friday. yeah. me liz and rah walked around somemore in isetan. yup and left around 5.45. met family at crystal jade tp. only ate porridge and xiao long bao. think my sore throat's gonna get worse.

at 8:26 PM, she let go.

Thursday, October 14, 2004
poppin popcorn!

making popcorn's fun (: tried a plain batch which came out slightly burnt cos i didnt add enough oil. and thank God my maid who knows how to make proper popcorn so im under her teaching. hahs. we just made another batch with honey and margerine. and its nice (: gonna try again in the afternoon later.

at 10:19 AM, she let go.

Wednesday, October 13, 2004
fun fun

hahas. at my sister's office now. went to sch to hand in the composition. now i feel really free.. hahs. just remembered i still got the student leadership portfolio to do but that can wait (: walk all the way from sch to where i am now. feel so fit (: hahas. consolation from all the junk i've been eating. going to run on fri, dont care. haha.. jie's got quite a big space. as in office space. was sitting on the floor just now attempting to start revising chi cos i'm so horrible at it. yeah. so she came in and was like 'why are u sitting on the floor? dont sit on the floor' hahahs. yeah so im using the com (: going out soon. yay!

yeah im back (: hahas. we shopped at heeren, taka and wisma. spent like almost 400 quid. hees (: got a new pair of jeans and a few tops. jie bought some work clothes, 2 skirts and some tops... ate the free haagen daz ice cream too! haha. its so good (: tried strawberry cheesecake (((((: yummy! hahas. get your's from had fun. got showed around to most of the office people. they seem nice (: got a free bottle. hahas. gonna sleep for most of the time tmr i think (: so slack... oh yeah. pop popcorn too. haha. gonna watch charmed

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Tuesday, October 12, 2004

bye bye eoys! its finally over ((: everything's gone. hahas. im dont care about compo for the next few hours. gonna slack first before doing it. feel so free. its the first time in ages i come home in the afternoon on my own! yay! haha. intended to eat instant noodles for lunch but came home to find nothing! its the second time alr and its quite irritating but i have campbell soup and a dumpling instead.. hahas. yum yum yum. going to crystal jade this weekend i think... daddy's giving a post-exam treat.

hooray! no more papers ((:

at 3:34 PM, she let go.

Sunday, October 10, 2004

today's a sleepy day. again. hahas. woke up at seven plus and did some chi while waiting for daddy to come home with breakfast. did more chi after that and went to take a bath before second. think sevice was good today. but a little too long. and the initial smell of popcorn was quite distracting... hahas. was freezing at where i was sitting. always seem to get the cold seats. oh well.

went to bedok south for lunchie. had chicken rice ((: with shiok chilli tho not the hottest i've tasted. haha. headed to expo for some walking around. when we nearly reached there my dad tried to trick my bro that the sale was not on cos it was so empty. then the radio played the advertisement. i was laughing my head off. think my dad thot i was crazy till he realised that the advert was the sale advert. ahahs. yeah. so we went anyway. dropped by a food fair and a harvey norman fair. man the whole place was so crowded. and now im home. oh yeah. dropped by the mamashop to get some stuff on the way back. when i was returning to the car i didnt see the roadside drain between the pavement and the car door so when i stepped down my left foot dropped into it and i got a huge shock. got slightly scraped. but its not too bad. going to sch tmr. feels weird. haha. shall try to get 3a done by today so i can zip through 3b and mep tmr... mep's so mah fan... grr.

at 4:14 PM, she let go.

Saturday, October 09, 2004
nice song ((:

haha i feel so free when actually i have stuff to do but oh well (: ate breakfast with jie at the amk ave 4 market. had ba chor mee... i like the uncle's noodles. nice (: yes. jie bought you tiao and i brought some to school to share. i studied like 5 chapters there (oh what an acoomplishment) and only managed to soak up like half of the words. great. bought a new shou ce on my way to church. yf was cool today (: had this couple from philippines tho they're not filipinos. yeah. they came to share their experiences on evangelism. not really experiences but yeah something like that. this really nice song just came to my mind (: i like the tune. lala. and today i could squeal/squeak really loud. haha. sarah and liz got a shock.

Kiss me, out of the bearded barley
Lightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies
Dance silver moon's sparkling, so kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies
Dance silver moon's sparkling, so kiss me

yes nice song by sixpence none the richer, kiss me. ((: nice song.. hahas. and i seriously need to go study my horrible chinese.

at 6:57 PM, she let go.

Friday, October 08, 2004
ending soon!

yesyes! the horror week is over ((: its the weekends again and i'll be slacking till tmr. going to sch to study with lou linna and jiaxin. today was an exciting day. so exciting (: didnt exactly study for ss; was a miracle i could acutally pen down so much stuff. ahaha. and mrs yeo is very random. she was collecting the ss papers and she told lala : "deborah stop writing." (i was sitting in front so i didnt know who she was talking to) whoa i a bit not freaked only lah. so innocently sitting there holding my paper with all my stationery in my pencil box. i was like huh? then everyone was laughing lah. hahas. so silly. emaths paper one is gone. at least paper 2 wasnt that bad. yup

went to town after school. never felt so free! feel so out of touch with the world. havent been town for so long. haha. went with sam marilyn cyn linna. ate at pasta mania and went to watch white chicks. its so funny i tell u! should go watch it. just sat there laughing throughout and came out of the cinema with a sore throat and sore cheeks. haha. linna and marilyn laughed too hard and rammed into each other's head. wont be surprised if they got brain damage. i hit linna on the other side as well.. haha. so funny. oh yeah. i saw the mep concert master, shaun outside pasta mania. cos we were eating near the entrance then i was like "eh.. so familiar" haha. and he was like looking at me with that weird look... but anyway. yeah. we saw this very cute panda toy in one shop at cine. its so cute can. its some lever thing and when u press it down, the panda looks like its chomping on bamboo. haha.

yes today is a nice day (: i need to go dig out all my mep notes and my chi shou ce. cant find 3a. oops. bye
*no i havent been eating alot. im sure. getting fat from all the excessive eating. darn.

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd never been
But all the things that you've seen
Will slowly fade away

So I start a revolution from my bed
'Cos you said the brains I had went to my head.
Step outside, summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

And so Sally can wait,
she knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away,
but don't look back in anger I heard you say

Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows if it's night or day
But please don't put your life in the hands
Of a Rock n Roll band
Who'll throw it all away

I'm gonna start a revolution from my bed
'Cos you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside 'cos summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
'Cos you ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait,
she knows it's too late as she's walking on by
My soul slides away,
but don't look back in anger I heard you say

`oasis-dont look back in anger

at 8:19 PM, she let go.

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

i am a tired debbie.
i need sleep but could only squeeze two hours. pfft.
amaths was alright but i wasted some bits.
physics is dead already cos i didnt exactly finish everything.
too tired.
chem was alright. think can make it.
lit tmr. i hate twelfth night.
was so slack after chem today.
pingpong again. and fried food day! and tau huay (:
came back took a bath and slept. so shiok can.
only a little more to go; hold on

marilyn, linna, cyn : " to-gey-ther forever, i will lub chew always. " hahas ((:
i wonder who could that be?

at 6:13 PM, she let go.

Sunday, October 03, 2004

grr. today is not a good day. totally put off by dunno what. darn pissed i dunno why. poot!

And when I go to sleep at night
I'll thank you for each blessed thing surrounding me
For every fall I'll ever break
Each moment's breath I wanna taste
Confidence and conscience
Decadent extravagance
Never ending providence
For loving when I had the chance


at 1:34 PM, she let go.

Friday, October 01, 2004
week ends!

im online once again! haha. cos the weekends are here and a whole lot of us are slacking the day away. oops. lol. been mugging a whole lot this week. and for the last few days, history which is already over (: haha. woke up at 4 this morning to study but only started at 4.30. whoops. wrote notes and was feeling super awake after that. but now im sleepy! went sch myself. yest was horrible. was sniffing the whole day. at first i thot it was sinus but it didnt stop. used like 6 packets of tissue and my nose was raw from blowing. eeks. tried to study in class with marilyn linna cyn and sam when the pa system started blasting music. so irritating! and then the om was testing it so he kept saying 'ting de dao ma? ting de dao ma?' grr. even other people who were studying in their own classrooms were so pissed lorh. anyway. im glad God provided sufficient time and rest for me to study and cram hist (: yay! life's been passing really fast and many things will be over soon. so scary. really dependant on God's grace to do well this eoys. cos im really really unprepared. and some people. SOME PEOPLE keep saying i dont need to study. like what rubbish is that? anw. i think im going to sleep now. haha. be back in a long while!

in Christ alone, my hope is found,
He is my light, my strength, my song.
This cornerstone, this solid ground,
firm through the fiercest drought and storm.
what heights of love, what depths of peace,
when fears are stilled, when strivings cease.
My comforter, my all in all,
here in the love of Christ i stand.

at 3:42 PM, she let go.