Wednesday, October 18, 2006
looking somewhere far beyond my sight

went for an ntu talk today with limin hsiaoen silin huijuan chloe teehao and linus. the ppt was quite boring and redundant but the interaction with the profs were really enlightening. but i dont even know what i want to do. all i do when i go to these talks is just sit there and listen to people ask qns and the replies they receive. haha. i dont know what qns to ask. i dont even know what's gonna happen or what i want to take. i know what interests me but i dont think they have many courses for that in spore. oh well. my future is in God's hands anyway so i'll go where He leads (:

Thursday, October 12, 2006
needle and thread

ah i dont like it when people think that i have nothing to worry about with regards to results. i mean i understand that from their point of view i shouldnt be worrying but then again i have every right to. results are expected for some, highly unexpected for that one. it came like a big wave crashing down. but then again, i dont seem to do what i say. i keep giving and sometimes even refuse to take in. i dunno la. the whole day was just screwed. thanks for the cards dears, really appreciate it. thanks for trying to make things better. thanks for unconsciously making me feel better.

well done bo.

Saturday, October 07, 2006
promos are over (:

yay im glad that it is. been so mentally drained and physically deprived of sleep the whole week. glad that its over but somehow dont feel that sense of freedom yet. haha. maybe it takes time to kick in. dunno la. just crapping.

went kite flying yesterday at marina with hsiaoen, limin, youyin, coco and leo. was quite fun i guess, just getting the kite up and sitting down. we were supposed to eat steamboat but the haze was really bad and for the sake of hsiaoen's health we went to j8 instead. ya had thai express. some really hot noodles. and melvin had tuition with that boy so he only came after we sort of finished and in the end he didnt eat. haha. yeah.

i think something's wrong with me but i just cant figure it out. i feel like spending a whole day walking around by myself like some loner but the haze is so gross. actually i hope they cancel sch. haha. i wish man.

i think the favourite studying spot in sch for me at least, is outside the sc cos its so windy and nice. okay random. oh i cut my hair. feels much lighter now. the auntie thinned it a whole lot. ya then i went to the lib to borrow some books. havent read in a long time. piano was tiring. prob cos i was alr tired. i think im watching a movie next week. and i twisted my ankle again. thank God its not serious but it hurts a bit. i missed a step at j8 last night. yep.

aye im weird