Friday, September 24, 2004

-sneaky.. hahas. not supposed to be blogging but i couldnt take it anymore! anyway. will make it short. been studying everyday after sch. mostly doing maths thanks to mrs yeo. me geri trish and some others purposely finished the whole ws she gave yest so we could do our own things today during her lesson. and guess what? she assigned us more work. sheesh. anyway i finished it too so -shrugs. ahaha. big thanks to mrs ang and mr imran for helping 3p with chem and physics! you guys are the best ((: i have mastered the art of critical angle and tension. muahaha! went to run today. feel really tired now tho. mep was quite boring.darn. i dont want to go for it next week. looking forward to popping popcorn (alliteration!) and yf tmr (:

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
make a wish, take a chance, make a change and break away
out of the darkness and into the sun
but, I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change and break away
`kelly clarkson-breakaway

at 6:01 PM, she let go.

Monday, September 20, 2004
temporarily closed!

first day of the 11 days to the first paper. freaky. yesterday i told my dad to remind me to practice my cello at night. and after napping and dinner i totally forgot. I FORGOT TO PRACTICE! and i only remembered at 10 when it was too late. so i just left it till today. wanted to prac during recess but the mep room was locked! so i had to wait somemore. was quite a slack day today. went down during ipw period. managed to practice. lunched with sarah before continuing. my little left finger went dead by the time it was my turn. and i think i screwed up. got occ. and think she and mr wong were quite critical. some people were put off by their remarks. freaky. luckily she didnt know my grade cos i didnt tell her when she asked cos i didnt know if not i think i'll end up hating her. i think. haha.

studied with 3p after that. did chi. ate orange bowl with jiaxin and linna cos piggy me was feeling hungry. oops. haha. was walking out of sch like near the book shop with my bag and my shouce in hand. then i was like skipping/hopping and wondering how come i got so little things to carry. then i sudeenly remembered i got my cello! hahas. ran all the way back to get it and all of them were laughing at me. XP oh well i cant help it (: got phy tys from popular. i need help with my total internal reflection and critical angle! can someone help mee, pretty pretty please?!

i have decided to close this bloggy till end of eoys. or at least try not to update that often. I SHOULD BE STUDYING! oops. gonna help out with mooncakes this week. whee (: alrighty. -on hiatus!

at 6:45 PM, she let go.

Sunday, September 19, 2004

the first cut is the deepest-sheryl crow

I would've given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that I had
But if you want I'll try to love again
Baby I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to bein' lucky he's cursed
And when it comes to lovin me, he's worst

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure gonna give you a try
Cause if you want I'll try to love again
Baby I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest Baby I know
the first cut is the deepest
but when it comes to bein' lucky he's cursed
And when it comes to lovin' me, he's worst

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
But I'm sure gonna give you a try
Cause if you want I'll try to love again
Baby I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to bein lucky he's cursed
And when it comes to lovin me he's worst

The first cut is the deepest baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
Try to love again

at 10:08 PM, she let go.


was so tired today. ok i think i say that everyday. anyway. was woken up by the rain. grr. but nvm. went to church and sat like at the backest row. haha. sermon today was good (: then we went home to pick jie and went for the oktoberfest at swiss club. felt so odd there cos we were one of the few asians in that tent and it was like we were on holiday in another country or something. haha. was quite nice. really ate a whole lot. and the small band was quite interesting. had a magician to entertain the kids. and some dance thing. was quite cute cos all the kids were running about. haha. was so sleepy when i got back that i changed and jumped into bed. slept for more that 2 hrs. nice nice (: took a bath and now im sitting here slacking. havent started on my chi book review. have to hand in tmr or get 0 for ppr! oh no. any chinese pro willing to help me? haha. i smell nice prawns for dinner. yummy! i really need to exercise. esp after today's lunch. so sinful ok all that chocolate, oil meat, blah... freaky haha.

at 6:33 PM, she let go.

Saturday, September 18, 2004
hiccup hiccup

i think im falling sick once again thanks to the flopping weather. its been raining and then very hot this week. and my temperature's going up. crap. pray i'll get well soon. and im hiccupping for dunno what reason. haha.

woke up this morning didnt want to go to school for the lit thing. saw ling and xin eating and studying respectively when i reached the canteen at 8 something. so i tried to study chi but i only made it pass the 1st 2 pages. haha. the lit thing was a total waste of time i tell u. i dont think my lit improved or anything like that. grr. anyway. went to macs for brunch till 12 with geri xin lou ling han sara. tried the crispy prawn thing which is so-so and i think i need to exercise. have been pigging out so much with out burning off my fats. YANHAN! we must run next week ok?? came back to school to study. did jiaxin's tuition maths questions for fun.

at church i was so tired ok. wait. actually i was already tired in school. nearly slept during the lit when jeya came and suddenly everyone sat up. haha. so many people ponned. out of point. ok. yeah. worship was good again. discussion was quite good too. and we had much food for once! hahas. and i ate 3 packets of mamee and some gummies. lol. and we were early coming back to the sanctuary. yay! haha. daddy was late cos he went to some wine tasting and blah blah. was quite a freaky ride home. oops. went to da bao dinner from amk. had hokkien mee without egg. feels so weird to not eat eggs. ok. haha. and now im tired and still hiccupping. i wanna try the piece i got from sarah (: its a nice piece. and i need to study and do the dumb book review. yupyup

at 8:27 PM, she let go.

Friday, September 17, 2004
its friday again!

lala. i guess im back to normal. got over the scolding. (: no one was listening to physics lessons and surprisingly i can do the ws. or at least the first few questions. muaha. pe was volleyball. so fun k! hahas. marilyn keep on hitting the ball in weird directions. hahas. and i kept running after the ball and nearly falling down. oops. haha. did mep project and practiced with huijun during recess. chi was free period. oh yeah. and i have to write another book review. IN CHINESE! swell. just great. as if my chinese is even that pro. pfft. did maths and some physics after sch at orange table. and i collected my ic too. looked so weird. eeks.

and xiaolinna(aka xiaoxiaodabao) looks ALOT like linna(aka xiaodabao)! i tell u there's not much difference between their looks! both have sai-bang-zi (which means cheeks. we got that from studying shouce for chinese test. haha) so cute! oh yeah. to jiaxin and xiongxiong-who-runs-to-type-an-entry-in-my-gbk-when-jiaxin-is-in-the-toilet (lala please get it right it's xiongxiong that's my cheek, not nengneng) yes i declare that xiongxiong is my cheek to cheek partner (: hahas. happy now?

banana phone (inspired by zixin (: )

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring banana phone
Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring banana phone
I've got this feeling, its so appealing,
for us to set together and sing. Sing!
Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring banana phone
Ding dong ding dong ding dong ding donana phone
It grows in bunches, I've got my hunches,
It's the best! Beats the rest! Cellular, Modular, Interactivodular!
Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring banana phone
Ping pong ping pong ping pong ping panana phone
It's no baloney, it aint a phony! My cellular bananular phone!

at 6:28 PM, she let go.

Thursday, September 16, 2004
shut up moose

oh fine. i got scolded/lectured by moose. grr. he just got on my bad side. im still quite pissed. he said i told him i got piano exam when i dont even remember that lah. -bites! i only know i told mr wong. pfft! hurumph.

chinese test was ok lah. surprised that i knew quite a lot of words (to me). the weather after recess was so shiok! rained like crazy for 1 hour plus. so cooling (: hahas. wanted to prac with huijun after school but sec 3 music had practical so couldnt. then did emaths at 3p table all aft. wanted to collect my i/c but the auntie was at a meeting. and yes jiaxin and lala can be the first visitor to my i/c. hahas. oh yeah! i love my elvis-presley-wannabe-cow notebook. its so cute! haha. and its more maths for tonight.

at 5:58 PM, she let go.

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

oh no! its like less than 2 hours to my piano exam! im so freaked! and im still blogging when im leaving in half an hour. oops. haha. thanks to those who've wished me all the best. like daddy sarah jiahui zixin siu linna marilyn cynthia geri pooty eileen ailin ed and 3p-orange-tablemates! sorry if i've missed out anyone u can tell me and i'll add in (: ahhs. i think my examiner's a male. saw his name yest? but no background leh. maybe they took it down. but anyway pray he's lenient and i'll do my best with out fumbles and stumbles.... lala!

yes its finally over! feel so free all of a sudden but still got chi test to study for. crap i think i'll fail. my eyes are going to sleep alr. and i have to see cher tmr cos i ddint go for mep today. but who would be in the mood to go? after playing so depressingly bad for the exam who wants to go for lessons? sheesh.

at 1:19 PM, she let go.

Monday, September 13, 2004
term 4 is here!

today was a fine day. quite alright lah. mep practical was horrible i tell u. waited to long outside for mdm oh and mr wong to dicuss marks. didnt know mdm oh would come lah. grr. i was quite calm at first. then whenever i made a mistake, could hear mr wong taking notes with his pencil. was scratching against the paper. no not loud. then distract me and i make more mistakes. pfft! heck. its over. studied in canteen till dad came and i went for piano. tmr's my last studio practice. better make full use of it. got so many things to do now... lalas. i've got no cheek to cheek partner (tho xiongxiong is an applicant.. haha)

at 9:12 PM, she let go.

Sunday, September 12, 2004
last day of the hols!

it is sunday today (: which means its the last day of the hols. and i havent finished my hw yet. oops (:

woke up at 8plus and kept going back to sleep and waking up every five minutes. in the end i gave up and got out of bed. haha. went for second and ended up sitting under the air con. was like chattering by the end of service. it was so cold! lala. sermon and worship was good today (: hmm. com meeting at p.s. after that. oh yeah and ms chew last minute-ly made me go for group playing so i rushed down after the meeting without my book. borrowed from her in the end. hate playing in front of people... its so weird. and i get super nervous. she made me play beethoven first while she went toilet. and i screwed up. think the best one i played was the sarabande and rondeaux. and for sacro-monte. the first part was ok. only the piu vivo was trashy. haha

adele's so funny. as in ms chew's other student. not church adele. yeah. she was telling ms chew how she went for cello exam and she told the examiner that he played the piano very well. hahas. and she was panicking cos when her friend went for exam she commented on the examiner's shoes and the examiner wrote under the comments 'dont give irrelevant comments'... haha. she's really funny (:

dont want to do discursive graphic organiser. yucks. i shall watch princess diaries 2 to cheer up. yay!

at 6:01 PM, she let go.

Saturday, September 11, 2004
im having a stomachache

bahhs. im having a stomachache. sheesh.

hmms. went to sch yest for mep stuff. mr wong said the pop song was generally ok. made me change some bits on the spot early in the morning and i couldnt really think. managed to crap something he liked. and the interlude part i think sounded ok. it was 4 bars. then he wanted me to change to 8 cos he think it would sound better but yeah i managed to escape. haha. practiced a while with hui jun. think its coming along i just need to practice my part more. yup. did mep project. just roughly discussed some stuff lah.

ate lunch in school with rah and xin and ling and lulu. then rah went home and i did amaths hw. thank God for providing me with an amaths tys to do my hw. i managed to borrow from geri cos she finished already ((: yup. so its now 3 consecutive days of amaths. but at least i was more focused yesterday. and i still have so many questions to complete! grr.

i really really loved the tchaikovsky concert. (oops. sorry sarah!) it was so good! i realised that tchaikovsky has alot of repeats in his music. repeat signs and recaps of previous themes. and the 'variations on a rococo theme for cello and orchestra, op.33' was the best i tell u! it was really virtuoustic lah. so cheem. all the technical stuffs. nella hunkins must have trained very hard for this solo. seriously hard. i wasjust smiling to myself lah. was so awed (: and she wore really nice clothes. haha. out of point. she was wearing something like a white gown. really nice. hahas. after interval was supposedly a 45 minutes piece. but it didnt seem like 45 mins. so i assume it must have been really good to keep my attention. haha. and the conductor was cool. he's really good! haha. got called back on stage like a million times. then they gave him a bouquet of sunflowers. and he sweetly took out one sunflower for the vln first desk's lynnette seah and one sunflower for cello first desk outside. the rest of the bouquet he gave to the oboist and she was so red. hahas.

went to jb this morning to walk around. bought a music score thingy (: yay! then i can do my draft and blah on the computer neat and nice. hahas and can listen to it too. lunched at home and went to church. today's worship was really good (: was quite stoned today during cg time. kept on half-sleeping on the floor. hehs. lalala. i've got mep 1st instru on mon, studio prac on tues, abrsm piano on wed and sec 4 cl test on thursday. i really dunno how to cope. especially with chi after my exam. how to study?? i leave it to God... He will have a way (:

at 7:16 PM, she let go.

Thursday, September 09, 2004
school studying

lala. practiced intrus at home before i went to school to study. sat around with mogu squishy jiaxin ling hanny lulu and their 2 friends kaifong and jialing. yupyup. then sam came so i studied amaths and she did physics. then linna came so we both did amaths and sam was still at physics. ahaha. studied till 2.55pm then i left school. sam and linna went macs for lunch and i went for cello lesson.

my pianist is so cool. she's taking 2nd dip next year and she's only sec2! and i played really gross for the first time and thank God He helped me through the whole lesson. my teacher looked like she was going to rocket into the sky after she heard me play. she was staring and me and i was oops. haha.

went back to school. saw jiaxin and lulu walking yanhan to bus stop so jiaxin went back with me. then lulu asked me if i wanted ice cream. i was like uh. ok. but wont the ice cream melt? and she said she'll run back. too much energy so waste. haha. and she came back with the ice cream half melted down her hand. not funny lah. then she still thanked me and said that it was a great experience. for what? running with the olympic fire... very got fire lah! so silly. haha

did maths all the way till daddy came. dont think it was really productive but yeah. helped linna with some qns. dinner! and im gonna watch movie. yay!

at 7:10 PM, she let go.

Wednesday, September 08, 2004
airport studying

-stretch stretch! im so tired. went to the airport to study today with sam linna and cyn. took bus then went to the staff canteen. nearly got chased but the supervisor gave in to us as long as we leave during lunch hour and come back after that. yeah. studied amaths practically the whole day can? so stoned now.

oh yeah. there's this china cleaning uncle near the viewing mall there. he's so cute can. cos we were there studying during lunch hour. then i was trying to explain some question to linna. then he walked over with his mop and tried to help us. he's smart i tell u! after that he went to put back his mop and came back with toilet paper (as in the harder kind) and a pen and he solved the question lah! so pro-ded. then we asked him why u dont go some cheena uni teach in china and he said something i cant remember. he shouldn't be a cleaning uncle! when me and cyn went to look for the toilet we walked past him and he was helping some guy with his maths too. hahas. so cute.

cyn's tutor is so nice lah. sick still come teach us maths. and he looked really terrible. jacket, red eyes. then when we went back to staff canteen and he taught us trig i tell u he nearly went mad! he looked so stressed can? feel quite bad for him. oops.

u know during lunch hour when we were leaving i saw this guy from the back. looked so much like dan lum! but i didnt say anything. i really thot it was him. then when i went online he was asking me whether i went to the airport today. then i was like yeah i did! really thot that guy was him. like some confirmation. then he asked if i was wearing pink. im like no? ahaha. i was in blue! and he said he was eating dinner at sakae and thot he saw me. was quite tickled lah. like he thot saw me and i thot saw him at the airport but we both got the wrong person. silly lah. haha.

i need sleep. and tmr i dunno how. i dont even know where we're studying. dunno if im joining them cos of cello. so in between. and after that got a meeting at dunno where. lala. -pokes!

at 9:36 PM, she let go.

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

i cant find my amaths tys! how am i gonna do my hw? nvm since im gonna study tmr i'll get someone to lend me then. yupyup. turns out yesterday was just a bad case of morning sinus. but sleeping in the afternoon was so nice cos it was raining! whee (: piano was really disasterous. too much practising is no good! well at least for people like me. really played so horribly. so disappointing. im so scared! my exam is a week away! -screams! and im having an outbreak. yucks.

ahh. just had dinner. feel so satisfied. haha. got cyn linna and whoever else was with them to help me buy manuscript paper. thanks dears ((: did all except unit 5 hw of emaths. and unit 5 is trig. so nice... yes very. gonna do that tmr? see how. i'll probably do amaths first tho. feel so bored staying at home all day. i wanna go to school. must be some nutty weirdo i am. haha.

at 9:03 AM, she let go.

Monday, September 06, 2004
school holidays!

hohoho! the holidays are here. and i've failed doing my lit hw. i hate humanities.... grr. wrote like 2 short paragraphs. ahaha. and left my 12th night in school so oh well. been sniffing like a sniffy fish all morning. and i've turned into a red-nosed debbie. lala. i miss my cheek to cheek partners loads!!! im a uncertified maths tuition teacher. to my dear brother. how nice. and im being paid 40 bucks a month? supposedly. haha. im going to study with the bunch on wednesday at changi. so far but its fun (: gonna try and see what happens when i abstain from using my handphone. haha.

at 10:33 AM, she let go.

Sunday, September 05, 2004
sore eyes again

seems like my eyes hurt when i wake up and sometimes its itchy. gets irritating.. anyway. was late for yf yesterday cos daddy sort of miscalculated the time he'll take to get back and so i was late. haha. the message was basically about pdl. and discussion was with the wb. was so funny lah. yewya was telling us that shukun posed for the picture in front and all of us were like are u sure? hahas. then we recognised other yfers in those faceless photos! ahaha. we saw liz chay and amy tan first. liz had her hoop earrings and her specs and amy was having the amy-style haircut. ahaha. then chrystal saw jon chia, josia and someone else i cant remember. was hilarious! and sadistic chrystal got addicted to popping people's keychain bags. gave everyone a shock the first time she did it. silly girl. oh yeah and once again my cg had the least points in history. well it had never changed since the cg challenge started anyway. ahahs. its still a pathetic zero. brilliant. haha.

might go study with cyn, stelli, sam, marilyn and linna for at least once in the holidays. ahaha. been practicing piano like crazy the past few days and my arms are quite strength-less. i shant practice alr. as in till lesson tmr. or i'll at least try to abstain. haha. once again the cousin is getting on my nerves. i hope she'll stop calling so often! -breathes!

my happy ending -avril lavigne

So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the stuff that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be


It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done


So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending

went to some place i know as lavender food court for lunch again. same place as last week. daddy and i wanted to try the wanton noodles with the ultra long queue but it was still ultra long please. so we'll go for first service on one of the weeks to try and beat the long queue.. haha. wouldnt have minded eating the shiok chilli fishball noodles but it was closed. aww. so i ate laksa. haha. went to raffles city after that. and for some unknown reason we went into perlini's silver? haha. so weird. and so he went for his oh-so-close-to-his-heart wine festival and me and russ went shopping. but we only had half an hour. and 50 bucks and so we only got 3 tops all together. haha. and we ate ice cream! at least me and russ. i wanted haagen daz but we had common roadside icecream. which is still quite nice lah. (: went home and slept like a pig till 6.10 just had a bath. and the cousin is on the phone.... grr.

at 9:46 AM, she let go.

Friday, September 03, 2004
last day of term 3

wow! in the blink of an eye the term is already over, and soon the year will be over. time really flies these 2 years... crazy.

anyway. sorry lah. amaths test, the questions not a bit the same can? like the only difference was the numbers. so stupid. make everyone panic. grr. ah wells. just makes us more confident to do better (: ahaha. packed my bag to the brim with textbooks and hand carried like 5 other textbooks?! and i thot tmr would have cca so no problem, but eh no lah. dont have! was so tired after carrying my heavy bag, my 5 textbooks in hand and my cello from the lowest level in school to father barre. not far at all! im sure. thanks to joy who helped me get a drink.

think cca today was quite good. sorta like got the mian structure of the fourth movement of resphigi. its really really nice! then after that when mr chan had enough of our lousy unpracticed playing he switched back to dvorak and suddenly like everyone couldnt play properly. i got like the first 2 lines out... hahas. and we played so slowly. but oh well.

met my pianist during recess to go through the piece roughly. she can play! even sight reading is so good... pro-ded. haha. and i saw ms chew's student, the very pro gd 7 guy in my sch having music at o level lessons! haha. didnt know he had it here. anyway cos i was outside waiting for my dad and then he walked out with his friends and he saw me and we just stared... so stupid lah. then he walked away. haha. my left ankle's gone. and my left wrist too. oh no!

oh yeah forgot to add. our class bought 2 cakes today for the august and sept babies. zhang lao shi was so nice to give up her periods to let us eat.. haha. or rather, she didnt want to teach. anyway. the cakes were so good! both had like whisky in them but from different shops. the one from hans was tiramisu and the cream was delicious!!! its addictive i tell u. if not for linna dragging me to the toilet to get our hands washed i would have just sat there and ate. oops. ahaha. the other one from sweet secrets was quite nice but not as nice as the hans one... hees. yumyumyum. and some certain person got stomach flu couldnt resist it and ate and still said 'heck! i dont care anymore about stomach flu!' few minutes later she was like 'oh no.. i feel like puking.' but thank God she didnt and was ok for the rest of the day. haha.


at 7:23 PM, she let go.

Thursday, September 02, 2004
amaths tmr

yay! no school today.. but a horrible way to end the term. with an amaths test right after p.e. tmr. oh well. went down to esplanade lib to study amaths with sarah. quite ok lah. i wont say im really confident but i dont really care (as usual). sometimes we shouldnt let these non-eternal results make us stressed and over busy... hahas. pdl is really good (: thank God.

sorta went window shopping. quite fun. hahas. so tired. i need sleep. and aircon! humid weather. been practising quite a lot these few days. hope all the rubbish does good. yawn... oh yeah. knocked my hip on the handrail of an escalator at esplanade while coming down. nearly went flying... ouch. hahs.

at 8:46 PM, she let go.

Wednesday, September 01, 2004
sniff sniff

its officially teacher's day today (: happy teacher's day to all teachers!

daddy, being a good responsible daddy, forgot that it was teacher's day and woke me and my brother up. then i was like whining 'no school today...' and he was like 'oh! ok sorry sorry...' oops lah. ahaha. went back to sleep till 9. nice sleep but me eyes hurt and im sniffing non-stop. grr. ate noodles for breakfast and practiced piano. bro's friends coming over later i think. the weather is so hot!

just came back from aural munching on some pastry now.was so tired and still am so tired... turned out only one of russell's friends came over. he's huge! and both were making so much noise playing ps 2 in the living room. aural was quite alright. but ms chew didnt test the period part which i think would be the one that might pull me down. nvm i'll ask her on mon. oh yeah. i had aural with jia kai. found out her mysterious identity.ahahah. she's from white badge that's why i dunno her. was flipping through the yearbook in the morning mah. gna sleep early again tonight. study amaths too. dunno if im going to rah's house.

at 11:47 AM, she let go.